Okay...I am finally here

I am right now sitting in Detroit airport...waiting for the connecting flight to Phily...
This is ONE BIG tiring stupid journey....
and add to it the confusion that my colleague who was supposed to travel with me has a different schedule...and I was banking on him to lead me and guide me through this maze...But...I guess I've done okay....actually good.

I am already home-sick....can't look at any 2-3 year old kids without thinking about Dhriti....called up home just now...and she seems to be okay...and doing good..

I really wish I wouldn't have to do this again...that is travel alone...without family...
Maybe earlier it was different...I mean pre-marriage...but now that all 4 years after marriage we've managed to stay together day-in/day-out...made me more dependent and too sentimental..:)

So long then....here I am and let's see what's in store...

A few thoughts....

--Why doesn't that lump on Dhriti's neck go away....why need a surgeon also to check her. Cant wait till I get to that hospital and get this over...I am not simply scared...I am shit scared...:(

--How to keep yourself occupied every day...every single day...?

--Can a person really become so lame and helpless if there is no means to travel...??

--I have a 100 things to do, all the time in the world to do them, but somehow things dont get going...why...??

--Can't I get something, anything noteworthy to do? I guess I should be asking for it first right, why can't I simply go and ask..? But then why should I?

--Photoshop is so much fun :)

--Someone's offering a crore (cool!!) for a good screenplay. Should I get enrolled in a workshop and learn script writing and screenplay...sounds better and interesting than a MBA :))

--Learning new things is always fun as long as you understand and get to implement it!!

--When can we actually earn "enough" and not bother about the EMIs' and the expenses...??